hi all . my week has been so tiring . oh my goddd , tournament mcm merepek uh . i played my best already larh kayyy . i miss ALOT ALOT of lesson because of tournament ): haishhh , macam mane naq catch upp ? hmm , today .. someone text me . i told a'az i miss *insert name* whenever i walk pass *insert him* . suddenly , *insert name* just text me --, wow ? Lol, but i'm nt interested in r/s fr now . hahaha , okay diam . hmm , i hope i pass my chemistry test ! fr physics , NO HOPE ! :'( ape sehy plug2 nyer bende tuu . irritating tehyyy cikgu, turoh kyte blajar patal plug . daa betar bukannye naq pyy jual plug pat patar malam per ! *cheeky face* taperr2 paham , bagus kay ? xD my art , is fucked up ! i'm so lost you knwwwww ?! feel lyke dropping this subject , bt it will be harder for me :( haisss . maths so farr okayy , but i miss last lesson which is lyk so dam important ?! omgg , mel wake up larhhh ! k enough of school work , make me so stress !

i just came back frm geylangg . go jalan2 dengan mama & brotherrr . fun & penat lorrr . before tht i got CIP , ON SATURDAY ?! omg , boredness eh ? but fun jgak larh . my grouping was w amirul , ayam & a'az . so kyte pair up larh ! I WAS TH ONLY GIRL KAN ? so smuer laki rebot larh ! HAHAHAHA ! i was w a'az lorr . then ader satu kali niey kyte naq pyy ketok pintu , cause our cip about collecting newspaper macam karang-goni tehnot2 . AHAHA ! then i was knocking th door , terperanjat sakk ! anjing barkkkk kuat giler then i run upstairs tinggal kan az . DEA PUNYER LARH PENAKOTTTTT ! then kyte siasuey rabak taw ! slalunyer for every floor , only 1 or 2 house kyte dapat org derma niey newspaper taw . tapy ehhh , newspaper niey satu rumah ehh boley tahan siket sia -.- kalao letak floor smpai waist-chest kyte sia . kimak -.- then az had to carry more .. i carry abit only daa nak jatoh . HAHAHA ! bler newspaper danaak jatohhh . ii knock myself towards th wall to smaash th newspaper . then az laugh cause i did it lyk fucking funny . lyk i run in th lift and smash myself to th wall . HAHAHA ! then dea daa larh bawak banyakk , dea plakk dahnakk jatoh then i thought of smashing duer2 same2 taw . then he was lyk "TAKMUH MEL ! TAKMUH BODOH ! " kesian nyer pahsal ako taq bwat eh ! kalao taaaak ... comfirm best . hehe . kay stop it sia ! overall it was fun . hehe !

anw , idk whhy i planned my future so fucking fast ? HAHAHA , i can't wait till im done w my 0's ( insyallah dapat amek ;P ) if i'm done , i guess i going to peng to poly . aft tht maybe amek i taking sports which is lyke durh netball ? then mayb i wana teach p.e dekat skulah or part time player fr netball while coaching school . hehe ! mcm takley tunggu ah future naq sampai ! ehhh , talking about netball ehh .. when we played our first game , one of us was actually choosen fr th singapore team taw . then kene taken out cause prangai kyte rabakk . sedeyy sia ! i wonder who it is since mrs eliza taq blang ! wasted seyyy daa dapat masok singapore team oi ! ish ish , if i were to be offered in singapore team ... MMM ! takyarh pikir2 , letak je name . hahaha .

i dont wana masok campor w ppl masalah . i can only hand a listening ears & give my opinion/advice for you . the rest is all up to you . krng gadoh pon , pikir larh balek . dah berape lamer daa kawan ? daa berape lame krng dudok tuu canteen same2 ? ppl change larh pahsal kene influence , kalao kao taq kesah .. kalao kao give upp .. kirekan kao niey daa taq pandang kawan kao tu lagyk . pikir larh , krng gadoh2 sampai nangis berdarah pon .. cumer krng berduer je boley selesai masalah niey . sudaa larhh , sorry kalao ako postt this up . i need both of yuu to read this & think back . THANK YOU .

L.E.T.S P.A.R.T.Y ! - N.O.T !

kay start studying alll ! no more fail2 , now pass all th way ! :D HHAHAH ! macam paham sak ako ! kay daa diam . i wana go JB soon :'( naqq skate ! HAHAHA ;D takley skate dekat s'pore , JB jekk boley :D niey undergroundd ! & mama , get next bonues FAST ! wana buy guitar hero punyer set tuuuu ! ARGH ! eh ! no more play2 , studyy mel studyy ! mama , get next bonus FAST !  wana buy english & maths revision book at popular ! ;D HAHAHA , got nothing to saaaayy . buhbyee smuer .

p.s what a effin' long post !

can yuu see my baby DAPPY in every pic ? he's th shawty in every picture . he has sizzlling hats tht attract me ! HAHA ! ohmyyy, im obsess w him :P
take a look at this video of NDubz on Live Lounge singing a man who can't be moved . do emphasize more on him ayte ? but dont fall in love w his cuteness cause he's mine ! =P

he is singing on th extreme left in black tee yg tangan takley diam tu ! eeeee, geram nyer ako ! i like th way he wears & th way he got cute caps each time he sings . nt to forget his left hand-fingers flinging up when he tunes his voice *melts* DAPPY HAT is mine okaaaaaay ?! ;D btw i guess i'm buying samsung OMNIA ll :D next week next week ! wooo !

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especially fr me myself :'(

NO MORE LOVE :'(

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helloh readers , sorry fr mia-ingg . what a tiring week i've had ! got my first match & we got trash macam paper aeroplane kene pijakk man . HA HA ! thanks fazz, dula & syafie fr coming ayyy ? ^^ & dula thanks fr th care ! anw,  i saw marsiling boys smuer bler i got out of th lift aft my match then i saw syahfiq aka boie jgaqqq ! at last nampak muker dea tuu . & i have to buy a knee guard cause i've been having knee & ankle shocks :'( skarang kene jalan tempanggg . Tuesday got game fr C div against riverside . all th best juniors ! now fr school , maths chemistry english art social studies history i'm doing extra fine . but fr physics i have abit of difficulties i guess bt i'll try to meet up w mr anggg to get things done !

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okayyy, im fed upppppp . W H A T  T H E  H E L L !

live in peace, headeaches, problems, fight fight, stressful, more problems, non-stop argues, going crazy, living life fr th sake of living, lectures, more problem .. when will it end ? i have to depend on karma ..

hi hi . aft this post i'm going to sleep ! tml school & i'm ready ! living life fr only school not for anything or anybody ! if there isn't school & education, daa lamer ako tinggalkan dunia niey ! xD esok ader p.e & i wana play games, nt run here and there lyk siasuay dog ! ohh btw, fickkkkkk ! thank ehh kao post pahsal ako. hahas ! i'm so touched *muker malu* what bestfriends are fr rytee ?! :D hmmm, && i''m loving my hair baybehhhh ! ^^

okay bye bye , & to chet giler pantat mintak kene sepak .. where th hell are yuu ? -.- baro smlm baik2 bey gynie ?! okay i'm mad !

YUU SAID SORRY, BT DID YUU MEAN IT ? :'( I'M FCUKING SADDDD W TH WAY YUU TALK TO ME . I CAN'T ACCEPT TH WAY YUU TALK TO ME . IT'S BETTER IF YUU WON'T APOLOGISE CAUSE IT HURTS MORE ! HAISHH .. NEVERMYND . I CAN'T BE MORE DISSAPOINTED THEN I AM ALRDY . I'M OUT ..

hi readers :) this week is sucha great great week . i started frm square one & yes i'm really hoping not repeat historyy :/ goshh , tuesday wednesday & thursday got 3 netball trainings straight . competition coming real real soon . thursday i went back w asyikin, my cute cute junior ! HAHA , ayy i knw yuu knw taw gilerrrrrr ! awak cute larhhhh, muker copy paste dariey abng awak abez ! xD i've been doing great in class, well there's a time fr everything yeah ? *MCM PAHAM* well , tuesday is coming & i don't want my dearest friend to go ): haishh , class mesti sunyi .. i hope his p.o will give him 1 more chance. he gave me a kube mp3 thingyy so darn sweeeeeet & i love it ! thank yuu thank yuu ! :) he is th best of friend larh ! now da jiwer samer ahtik & ayin ^^ heh. just now when back w aqilaLA & ahtickbby. i don't knw why ppl have to stare when there's nothing attractive about me . or is there ? xD

anw, tadiey CDP kannn . very funny sia, bler part booklet kene conteng . one of them was iskandar then he gorh conteng äyam"dekat front page. cikgu sampai tanyer .. "which iskandar is this who wrote "ayam" infront of his book? " everyone laughed . HAH ! funny mannn, tapy nasib ayam darh balekk ! :) i love mother tongue cause ahtik first time in my class & kacaw dea best uhc ! last2 dea yg last naq hantar ape cikgu suroh bwat . HAH ! enough of schooool bt major coming event is PARENT TEACHER CONFERENCE later at 7.30pm in school hallllllll ! okay, fr wht naq takot ! i've been a goodie goodie in school . hehe .

argh ! i think monday i'm gona cry to see him fr th last time . dam his p.o !!!! siasueyyy uhs . takpe , life has to move on & there's no point for regrets . aiyayaaaaa ! & btw , i wonder hows kechyq sweet . i hearddd things happened to him frm haniyza & chomel . hope everything's fine . talk about him, many things happen in school. ramai carikk hal w my school nyer budakk. asaa kuwar skulah je nampak ade org tunggu budak woodlands kuwar. haiyooo, i dont want to masok campor larh ! susahh luhrr.

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ohhmyy , i miss yuu guys soo much .saturday kuwar ? nahhh , i wana gorh shopping w dearest mummy ~ ! heheee , sorry guys . i'm a mama's ghurl larh ! k dahh byeee , naq masokkan lagu dalam kube yg ako sayang gler babi nieyk ! HEHE !

been chatting w fick latelyyy . thanks fr all th advices and so onnnn . i was touched most was th chat yuu gave me yest night when i overslept :) weekends pass by so fast & now back to school . or am i going school pon ? well , if my mum ask me to off th computer all th way frm jb .. means there's school tml i guess ? i'm still not me yett yeahh .. soo hope yuu guys understandd me : / nvm , even if i have to start frm square 1 .. i'll keep tryin' to change till i reach wht i really need to achieve fr th better .. insyallah i will berubah , mark my words readers . hmm, i'm really really struggling w my art . research when can i start ? then which topic i am choosing ? omg , i'm so freaking out :( so many things to think about , someone help me out ? this is th time tht i shud start praying to god & ask fr forgiveness & helpp . now i knw i could only depend god  when such problem come around .

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eyy , i have p.e tml ! better come school . and i wana meet siti nur aqilah & siti nur atikah , my 2 best bbygirl . okay then , till here . wait fr 1 more week if yuu wana see a new post frm me . SORRY READERS !

hey, sorry fr mia-ing & thanks ally fr updatingg . life's tough this days , so hope yuu readers understand ok. sorry i can't go grandlink , sorry i can't go lucy's pit & sorry to everyone if i let yuu guys down . i never intend to but life has been so emotional for me :( fick understands me but i wont ask fr much cause he has major bigger problems then me & i understand. school has been fine . been going back early w qila bby . friday was a fruck dayyyy , i had bad moodswings & pening kepale . idk whye , this whole week is a bring-my-mood-down day :( í need helpppp, i do . i started to change but friday lyke i say was a bring-my-mood-down day & i had to start frm square 1 now :( i feel so useddd upppp. i hope ma & pa can see how hard i'm trying to change cause i don't want to see them cryyy anymore because of me :( i'm so crying while typing this :'( hope yuu readers give me support by trying to understand me ? haishhh .

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thanks fr th concern, ally sugar sepet.mira kateqq. fick.sya sya. aideru maliko.wangmonkey.adib erwin. okay i wana go chatting alrdy . tkcrs readers .